UP: Sorry mom and dad! 'My time is over... Mata Rani had sent me here for 18 years only'; Everyone cried after reading the note

Summary

Intermediate student Aditi Mishra (18) committed suicide after failing in Joint Entrance Examination (JEE-Main) in Gorakhpur. On Wednesday afternoon at around 12 o'clock, the student hanged herself from the fan in the girls hostel room at Bettiyahata. A suicide note has been found in the room.

Sorry mom and dad! I could not do anything, nor will I be able to do it now. You people are good, always supported me, always loved me, but my time is over now. Understand that Mata Rani had sent me here only for 18 years. All these years were heaven for me, I had found God in the form of you people. 

Aditi Mishra has written these things in a one page suicide note. Everyone including the family members cried after reading it. Addressing her parents in the suicide note, Aditi has written- You people are so good, I do not deserve you people. I have not lived up to even one of your expectations. I have always broken your trust. But now you people please do not cry, this is my last wish to you, you people should always be happy. 

Life doesn't stop because of someone's departure...

You have my younger sister Tripti, she will fulfill all your dreams. My journey ended here, but you guys still have a lot to see. Tripti has to be made successful. I love you a lot, promise me that you will always be happy. Life doesn't stop because of someone's departure. 

 I love you Papa, I love you Maa, I love you Tripti, Amma, Bua, Bhaiya, Matiriya wali Chachi, Chhote Baba, Raju Chacha, Mahima Chachi, Kavya, Anmol, Ujjwal, Gudiya Chachi, Deepu Chacha, Usha Chachi, Anil Chacha, Tanya, Riya, Mahi, Sanu, Shreya, Sanyogita Chachi, Dadi, Sonaura wale Baba and my village and home. I just could not love myself... Yours Rimjhim. (People used to lovingly call Aditi Rimjhim at home.) 

Aditi was studying in a hostel

Aditi use to live in room number 86 in the girls' hostel located at Bettiyahata. There are a total of 12-13 rooms in the hostel. Around 25 girls are preparing here. The girls living there were shocked at Aditi's death. They kept crying while holding one another. The girls said- Aditi did not care much with people. She would always remain lost in her own world. The girl student living in the same room said that she would rarely talk to her too. Aditi had returned from her home in Menhdawal just two days back. 

Sir! Please don't get our daughter dissected

Father Ajaynath Mishra was crying sitting in front of his daughter's body. Suddenly he stood up on seeing the police. With folded hands, he started requesting- Sir. Please don't get our daughter dissected. I raised my daughter with a lot of love. I never let her face any trouble. Saying this, he kept requesting the police for a long time not to get the postmortem done. Then on being convinced by the police station in-charge and relatives, he agreed for the postmortem. 

Aditi wanted to become an IAS. 

Aditi's aunt Kalpana and uncle Suryanath Mishra who live near BRD Medical College reached there shortly after the incident. The aunt said that they had spoken to Aditi when the JEE Main results were announced on Tuesday. She had said that what if she did not succeed, she would prepare for IAS in future. She wanted to become an IAS from the beginning. Aditi's uncle said- whenever she was unwell, we used to take her to a doctor. He had also told her that whenever she had any problem, she should come to their house. 

Student commits suicide after failing in JEE Main: 

Inter student Aditi Mishra (18) committed suicide after failing in the Joint Entrance Examination (JEE Main) in Gorakhpur. On Wednesday noon at around 12 o'clock the student hanged herself from the fan in her room in the girls' hostel at Bettiahata. A suicide note has been found in the room, in which the student has written about committing suicide after failing. The police are investigating. 

Aditi, daughter of Ajay Mishra, a resident of Mishraulia village in Mehdawal of Sant Kabir Nagar district, was living in the girls hostel in Bettiyahata, Gorakhpur for two years. She was preparing by studying in a coaching center in Bettiyahata. The student's father is a teacher in Mehdawal Primary School. Uncle Dhruv Kumar Tripathi is an MLC. Another student was living with Aditi in the girls hostel room. 

She is a resident of Gola area. She is pursuing BA from a college in the city. The student said that she had a conversation with Aditi in the morning. She was in a normal state till that time. According to the student, she had gone to the market from her room. When she returned at 12:05 pm, she found the door locked from inside. When she did not get any response even after calling and knocking several times, she informed the hostel staff.

The family members of the girl were refusing to get the postmortem done, they were convinced. After this, the police of Cantt police station sent the body to BRD Medical College for postmortem. The cause of death in the report is also hanging. At around 6:30 pm, the family took the body and went to their home in Sant Kabir Nagar. - Abhinav Tyagi, SP City 

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